Is she paying me back / or having a good laugh at my expense? Why would she treat me like this?

To me she dont sound like she is a good friend to u,she dont care about ur feeling,why do u feel u want to with her friend after all she not nice to u????move on with ur life love ur self more and dont let nobody treat.u.like that,u dont need her becase u can make better friend then her..one day she will notice that about u and apolize to u for how she been